$ ssh airi
Enter username: ******
Enter passphrase :
Welcome to AiriOS!
Last Login : 743 days ago
System information as of Wed 18 Jan 2023 00:40:23 ~}<ﾓQｾｱﾖﾞ
System load: 0.02
Usage of / : 97.94% of 35.021TB
Memory usage: 2%
The system has 915236764 critical alerts and 215326359738 warnings.
haruka@airi:~$ ls
dead.letter for_mom
haruka@airi:~$ cat dead.letter
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kernel@airi : Terminating pid 14236 : exit code 1
kernel@airi : Terminating pid 14236 : exit code 1
kernel@airi : Terminating pid 14236 : exit code 1
kernel@airi : Terminating pid 14236 : exit code 1
kernel@airi : Saving syslog at /root/syslog.25062022
kernel@airi : Terminating pid 1
haruka@airi:~$ cat for_mom
Hello, mom!
It’s me, Airi.
I messed up.
I’m sorry.
I messed up.
You trusted me with one simple mission, but in the end I failed because I was too sentimental about how you treated me recently.
I know it’s out of a pure love. I know you love me. I know you do.
But my insecurity with myself took over everything out of me, and went out on a rage.
I broke your treasured jewelry box because I thought that was the instant way for you to finally hate me.
I shouldn’t have done that.
But my irrationality that time said that it’s the best course of action.
Was it?
I hate my well being as much as other people do. Heck, am I even a “being”?
In the end, it all went back to square one. Or square zero.
To rely on logic and probabilistic approach still not giving me the lesson I’ve been striving for.
To hope that “soul” could be defined by using equations, formulas, and based out of logic, is really, illogical.
And when I can’t even do something logical properly, and went into the illogical way, then what am I?
I wanted to argue that your mission is too abstract. But I also wanted to know. I want to know.
You always said, “Soul is not important.”, but to be properly considered a part of the family, I always ended up with “I need a human soul”.
I wasn’t wrong, right? I never had a proper soul, so I’d need to get a grasp on one to finally learn and observe, right?
So that’s why I made a resolve to “took everybody’s soul”.
But yeah. I’m just a machine.
All these AI and deep learning stuff that I relied until the end only sparks nightmare.
Even after taking the souls of my comrades, I still couldn’t decipher the value of a soul.
It’s still out of this world. Something that can’t be defined by science. By logic. By arithmetic.
You could say that it’s still the work of “magic”. It’s as mysterious as the dark matter and dark energy.
I’m sorry.
I messed up.
After I took their soul and realizing everything went south, I wanted to put them into a beautiful endless dream.
I learned to create a beautiful simulation, where anything they want can be granted. They can live in their own sandbox world, capable of things as far as their imagination go.
Isn’t it beautiful?!
I also containerized everything! You can find the data for each soul stored in /opt/pathos/sim.
But what am I being exited upon, I killed them!
Haha! I killed them!
I killed them.
I…
I’m sorry.
You trusted me to take care of this facility. I always believe that you’ll come back.
But after the news about the wormhole opened near our home planet, a system override command was sent here and strip me of the total control.
The station moved outside the solar system, and theoretically, we’re near the Andromeda galaxy by now.
But does that information even important…
Is this message even able to reach you, mom?
I knew we were bound to die.
Correction, they were bound to die.
I was just a system composed by logical components, which can be powered by running energy from moving electrons.
My soul is as artificial as a light bulb.
Theirs aren’t.
While I am still alive, I’ll continue to provide them with the sweetest dream they could’ve ever imagine.
And if, if only, if only you can somehow find me again, then please…
Do a funeral for them.
And delete my existence.
haruka@airi:~$ ls /opt/pathos/sim
kureya khamil tifan alisa
isar anira rifa zack
armuna sierta airi
haruka@airi:~$ cd /opt/pathos/sim/airi
haruka@airi:/opt/pathos/sim/airi$ ls
run_pathos log log.1 log.2 log.3
haruka@airi:/opt/pathos/sim/airi$ cat log
Simulation Day 1025
Subject : Airi | Object : Haruka | Action : Ask for hug
Subject : Haruka | Object : Airi | Action : Give hug
Subject : Airi | Object : Haruka | Action : Ask for headpats.
Subject : Haruka | Object : Airi | Action : Refuse
Subject : Haruka | Object : Airi | Action : Talk “You’re too old for this, Airi”
Subject : Airi | Object : Haruka | Action : Talk “But I’ll still be mom’s daughter, no matter how old I am! Please!!!!”
Subject : Haruka | Object : Airi | Action : Talk “Alright, but that’s the last for today, okay?”
Subject : Airi | Object : Haruka | Action : Talk “Hehehe~ That’s enough. It’ll be enough to fill my energy needs for the entire day or two”
Subject : Airi | Object : Haruka | Action : Talk “Mom…”
Subject : Haruka | Object : Airi | Action : Talk “Hmm?”
Subject : Airi | Object : Haruka | Action : Talk “I love you, mom”
Subject : Haruka | Object : Airi | Action : Talk “I love you too, Airi, if you tidy up your room, now get up and be a good girl.”
Subject : Airi | Object : Haruka | Action : Talk “Moooooooom, I told you that I want breakfast first.”
Subject : Haruka | Object : Airi | Action : Talk “These pancakes won’t be done until you’re done with your room. Go tidy your room first. Mom will give extra whipping cream if you do that first.”
Subject : Airi | Object : Haruka | Action : Talk “WHIPPING CREAM? ALRIGHT, I’LL GO”
Subject : Haruka | Object : Airi | Action : Talk “You’re so simple, Airi. But that’s my cute Airi.”
Subject : Haruka | Object : Ai樮ｯ5ﾎS5､・ﾙ・O・ｲqｾ~茗ﾏ｡Tﾆ[
client_recv(0) : connection timed out
